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hay..natpos na ulit ang isang taon, bgo ako ng blog…shempre dumaan na ang 2nd sem las yr, which was a battlefield consisting of micro mimes and high powered biochem artillery…..tpos ngyng 1st sem natapos na din, it was SLUDGE- ing structures, phbs & pcare and bloody pdb!!!!!! hnd na kmi champions sa cheering at bball, ayus lng kc give chance naman….pero ang highlight ng taong to, hnd yung pagiigng pres ko, kundi yung outing nmin sa batangas…..noong oct 11-13, 2007 sa Kabayan Resort, Brgy, Laiya, San Juan, Batangas….

    ngstart ang plano mga matagal-tagal na, ngyaya kmi ng mga tao, na iba naman ay ayaw sumama dhil naoop daw, mga hnd pinygn ng parents(normal lng un) at mga ayaw tlga sumama for whatever reasons….hnd nmn ako nagagalit na hnd nksma ang mga hnd sumama, pero im sure you missed half of your life….hehehe

    Shempre suepr happy kami nung una dahil sa wakas, natuloy din ang plano, biro pati menu ng food namin planchado na, kht nagka last minute changes sa transpo at kht siksikan kami, ayus lng, nakapunta at nakauwi pa rin kami safely at happily.

eto ang mga gs2 kong sbhn sa mga ksma ko nung outing na yun:

Leah - Lam mo naman na we’re super close since then, it made us super closer pa and considering inseperable nmn tyong 3 nila toni (cha, sayng tlga!)…I am really thankful sa friendship natin, and im always praying its forever na

Toni - lam mo rin naman na close na tyo before pa this trip, pero at least sa trip na to, nakilala kita na ksma ko na mahirap din gisingin sa umaga…hahahhaa….thanks din s frindship

Haku - ang aming chef at ultimate BIATCH!!!…hahaha…etong basketball buddy ko na naging katabi ko pa sa bed(sowi kung nagising kita tlga, super kelngn ko na istretch yng kmy ko, namamanhid na eh)…dnt worry hnd tlga kita aagawan ng unan….super kalokohan ka tlga…hahaha…pero ang srp mo tlga mgluto!!!!!….sa susunod ulit ah….p.s.co-host ko ata c ate lanie

Dap - super friend!!!!…haha…my basketball buddy and my ex-lab mate….lagi tyong ngkakasagutan pero lambing na ata ntin un…we love basketball, but we hate trainings…hahaha….thanks for the friendship and opening up khit konti(lam k nmn how hard it is for u)…btw, hnd lang c angie fans ntin pati n rin c clar natutuwa s atin

Maan - ang lab m8 ko na pareho kmi ng kinaiinisan na labm8…hahaha…eto c maan, kht hnd pa lasing, to the highest level and energy, magaling pa sumyw…hehe…thx for sharing ur stories to me/us…happy ako nksma k p kyo this time pati n s beach hopping ntin…hayop din to s pusoy dos, may mga tactics pa…sayng nabuko tyo ni haku

Je- and katabi ko ng papunta, sowi kung masikip tyo s hrp…hehehe…thx din s pgsama mo at paghelp mggrill at mgluto…hay kht na inupos n ata tyo nung uling…hehehe…

Janna - isa pang labm8s ko…d best ang langoy aso mo ah…hehehe…pati na ang back stroke…hehe..eto c janna ay may sarili laging language, kht s skul o sa beach, my sariling dictio din…hehehe…at ang sigaw nya sa slap jack rinig ata s buong resort

Clar - ang katabi ko ng pauwi at kausap ko hnggng 2 am…salamt at natutuwa ka s akin at mas nagkakilala tyo, d b nawala na ang mga akala at ngkakilala ng 22o…slmt din at nging fan k n rin nmin ni dap, kc dati c angie lng..heheh…kapusoy dos at ka slap jack…btw, masarap tlga yng sauce mo!!!!

Anne - ang taong lging nkta sa klasrum at adik s dota….hehehe..sa trip na to, mas nakilala pa kita at slmt s share…eto dn ang number 1 hugger b kay tol at lalu n kay ryan….hehe..natutuwa tlga ak s inyo…..

Kate - grbe! ngyn lng tlga kita nakabonding s buong 5 sems k s ust…at hindi tlga hadlang ang sore eyes sa lakad…hehehe…slmt sa pagsalo sa aking mga inumin…thanks din at tlgang ngkachance p n mas magkakilala p tyo..sana magtuloy tuloy to..hehe

Ryan - isa ring tong adik sa dota at pusoy dos…hahaha…buti n lng tlga at sumama ka at ngenjoy ka…hehe..yng mga kwen2 ntin ah…hehehe..nakakatuwa tlga kyo ni anne pgnghaharutan…hehehe

Tol - c tol and pinakamatino na atang lalaki na nakilala ko, grbe khit anung pilit namin uminom, hnd tlga..pero ayus lng un tol…ksma k p rin nmin sa kalokohan at ka-pusoy dos-an…hehehe…slmt at sumama ka at ng-enjoy ka, slmt din at tinulugn mo kmi mggrill…hehehe…(hnd tlga ako sny sa uling, hayaan mo iprapraktis ko)….hehe

who said 13 is an unlucky number?….we proved that its just a myth and very untrue!!!….sa mga nksma ko nung bonding, super thanks for accepting me for who i am and not judging me, i gained some new wonderful friends(kasi yng iba friends ko na dati), I hope and pray that this is just the start of our friendship…and to everyone, thanks din for opening a part your life and sharing it with me/us…sa uulitin ah..p.s.sorry tlga dhil mahirp tlga ako gisingin

Sa mga hnd nakasama, sumama n lng kyo sa susunod ah…:)

       grabe, while battling the first sem with ORGanic chemistry, biosci or anatomy, HECO, its kinda adjusting again to a new roller coaster ride. well, months passed and finals is just a week away…I can say that this sem is quite the best yet ….I really enjoyed our physics class, especially lec, I really like to say thanks to mam lebron, you’re a really funny and great teacher (the best!!). Of course, our organic chem lec, very easy and wonderful with mam sarile and the lab as well( with the unknowns and visible results)….also the biosci lec with mam sadang, biosci lab with sir ingusan!!!!!…the best!!!!!…hahahahahaha…..and all other subjects such as HECO, which is really a pain in a butt in expenses and handouts (ang dami ko ng scratch papers)….our theo with mam onal , our lit with mam aranda, our philo with sir dela cruz and the chicken, and the eagle, and the pen and the box down to our death…..gosh!!!!!

    The best  p.e. is basketball, my favorite sport….hahaha….we’re the blue team in our pe class which sounded like ateneo, but we are thomasians by heart…hahahaha….we won all our games in p.e. (champion kami!!!!) and really enjoy my p.e. for the first time in college….grabe, i remembered my last year on the team…(ei i miss u all and win the championship this year)….sarap mgbasketball, i really like to thank my teammates ngayon sa p.e.(toni, leah, maan, jeriz, cha, jackie, dyan, ritz,maris?, we showed team play means and how to win it all!!!!(lang talo)…hehehehe

     at cyempre ang the best!!!!!!!!……the sweetest victory of our UST GROWLING TIGERS basketball team…..CHAMPION OF UAAP SEASON 69….honestly, i’ve seen almost all the players last year, due to our pe classes were always at the UST gym, but not really minded them, since we just win against cellar dweller teams. I still can’t believed that they won the championship….i didn’t expect them to even enter the final 4….hehe…luck and  i think God was on our side….hehehe….I was rooting for ateneo until the miracle begins….hahahaha….sa 22o lng ngayon lang kami naging proud to be thomasians….hahaha….we still have the hangovers of Go USte cheer, yellow daysz, victory parade, victory party and of course meeting the players personally while chasing them for pics…hahahaha….

    gtg have to sleep na…..congratz sa lahat ng tigers champion tayo at hindi lang sa basketball…hehehehe…to my 2E-PH, kaya natin to, lapit na sembreak!!!!!!!…inuman na!!!….hehehehe

ok now, im on my 2nd year still in the same school, course, section and damn century old building……it’s been 3 weeks since i entered again the life of a college student. I kinda adjusted to it by now, it’s quite hard though but…….

gosh! all of my teachers are new to us, as in!…some of them expects us to be like superman that we can buy stuffs they immedieately want. some of them expect us to do and to know everthing we read….gosh! it’s too impossible that we’ll know everything they’ll know. And what on earth will we understand if they can’t explain it to us. BTW, they are paid to do their jobs and that is TEACHING. They’ll tell us that we are college students and we should understand what’s the lesson by just reading or i should say staring at the book. wow, that’s is very impossible. THEY SHOULD TEACH AND EXPLAIN.

  We deserve the best education, because we are paying for it. Beside, we are the so called future of this country. How can we be the future if we don’t know anything. Maybe that’s why a lot of people in this country are leaving or migrating and seeking a new and better life outside of this archipelago due to the poor quality of "future" people. The undergraduate or college level is one of the most crucial part of educating the youth to make it a success. Of course, this is the time that we equip ourselves to preapare all the necessary knowledge, skills and intellects to become one of the best generation in this world. We should not be loked upon as computers that we know everything. We are just plain human beings that needs input to our brains and not overload it with bunch of 206 bones and a whole lot of information that i think, only the brain of Einstein and Aristole will process all the information.

  ok, enough of insights, got to go back to school mode…..but i really love basketball, i miss it so much!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a long time since huli kong binalikan tong blog na to…hehe…well malapit na nga matapos yng 2nd sem…dumaan na ang Pharma Week, Christmas, New Year, Chinese new year, Valentines at matatapos na rin ang feb ngayun…hehehe

well, ngyn lng k ngkatime mgblogging ulit….as usual busy pa rin sa college! lalu a ngayong 2nd sem , nawala nga yung botany, marami naman kailangan gawin…hehehehe

well maisusulat na kasi ako…..i think i really express my saloobin in blogging kung hindi ko masabi ang mga feelings ko…at parang nahahapi naman ako magexpress ng mga na sa isipan ko, maybe its my form of relieving stress…..
hindi ko nais isambulat sa buong mundo ang kwento na to, pero confidential naman at ni isang pangalan hindi lilitaw…
panu kong nagkakamabutihan na kayo ng isang guy tapos all of sudden kailangan niyo maghiwalay dahil sa parents nyo? in fairness kakilala mo na yung guy for maybe 2-3 years na….naging maging magkaibigan kayo, tpos nadeveloped sa isa’t-isa, infatuation ba un o love na???, hindi kayo willing to let go unless makahanap siya ng iba(it means ba na kung wala kayong nahanap na iba, nandiyan pa rin yng feelings?) ang medyo naguguluhan ako, bakit u say i love u to each other pero hindi pa daw sure yng feeling nyo sa isa’t-isa? pwede ba un? eto pa, hindi mo rin cnbi sa friends mo kung anu na ba talaga ang estado ng relationship nyo? para sa akin i respect the decision, pero likas na atang matanung at curious ang tao kaya laging nasasabing "kung hindi ko lang kayo kaibigan, iisipin ko na kayo na" at "naniniwala ako sa sinasabi nyo dahil frend ko kayo"…..pero sa mga actions at titig nila, parang may something talgang namamagitan sa kanila, as in sa mga actions talaga nila, makikita mong parang sila na kahit panay ang pagdedny nila….actions speaks louder than words d b?……ngayon ang tanging magagawa ko ay magpray sa inyog dalawa at makinig sa magulang…kc nga sabi sa bible"obey your parants" at piliting mgkahiwalay muna kayo hanggang sa dumating ang tamang panahon. para hindi naman kami malabelan na "lang kwetang kaibigan dahil lang laglagan", sa 22o lang nahurt naman ako sa sinabing un, pero iba iba tayo ng meaning ng friend, but i dont have grudge about that, everybody is entitled to his/her own opinion….pero cyempre hindi maaalis na tao lang ako, nahuhurt ako….
eto na lang ang masasabi ko, bilang kaibigan niyong dalawa, hindi naman ako pwede magtake sides at parang immature naman tignan nun. ang totoong kaibigan para sa akin ay ang taong laging nandiyan sa tabi mo anytime you need him/her. Bibigyan ka lang niya ng advice upang gabayan ka, nanadiyan para makausap mo pagkelangan mo lalu na in times of trouble, bibigyan ka ng comfort lakas na loob, basta lahat ng kaya niya ibigay, ibibigay niya, ngunit at the end susuportahan ka niya sa mga desisyon mo kahit masakit o labag sa kalooban niya.
Ganun akong klaseng frend, mahilig ako magtanung dahil likas na akong madaldal, pero marunong din ako magtago ng secrets(akala ng mga tao hindi). Minsan o madalas, lagi akong namimisinterpret at namimisunderstood ng mga tao, hindi ko lang alam bakit, pero maybe that’s life. Masasabi kong isa akong tunay na kaibigan talaga, feeling ko lhat ng nakakusap ko o nakakatawanan ko ay friends ko na, pero cyempre iba pa rin ang close friends, best friends, super best friends at special friends, dahil i really give 100% sa isang friendship, pero kung ayaw niya na akong maging friend, wala naman akong magagawa kahit na pagpilitan ko sarili ko, that’s the time i step back and realize that there are really people in this world that will just come and go in your life. Minsan nafefeel ko dahil siguro sa super close kayo o lagi kayong ngkikita, nagkakasawaan at minsan nagklaklash na lang bigla, u know distance makes the heart fonders…hehehe…minsan naiisip ko kung talaga bang friend ko sila o binabackstab na nila ako at minsan naiisip ko marami talagang tinatago ang mga tao either sa akin or sa iba, hindi ko rin lam, basta ako i treat them nicely with utmost respect, and very obvious naman ang feelings ko lagi, pag galit ako, u’ll see me galit, pero madalas masayahin ako….hindi ko lam bakit minsan nafefeel ko ganun, cguro normal lang sa tao na magreflect. hindi ko alam bakit pero cguro nga that’s life, hindi perfect, samut-saring problema ang mga dumadating, para paalalahanan tayo na life is not bad after all. Marami cgurong hindi nakakaalam na kahit ganito ako kaingay, kamasayahin, kaloko at kung anu anu pa, tao din naman akong nasasaktan……………….

after 2 weeks of becoming a BUM, finally i returned to school and get a happy result and a worst experience.

first of all, last monday(10/24/05): 7:30-8 a.m. at LAB-9, we got our clearance and of course we were all excited to know if we passed our favorite subject, BOTANY. After I got my clearance, I was relieved and very very happy that I conquered botany. Thank you Lord tlga at ms. cobar and ms. laurente and sa 1-E….

secondly, I am happy to see my blockmates again and happy that they also passed botany and of course sad to some of my friends who have not passed their respective waterloo.

10/25/05 - WORST ENROLLMENT!!!!!!!!!!!

yesturday was the worst enrollment i’ve ever seen and experienced.
Accroding to our bulletin board, our schedule is supposed to be 9-10a.m., i don’t know why on earth they will schedule the enrollment if they will not follow it. I think UST’s system is one of the worst! during the first sem’s enrollment, it was pretty worse already, but this sem the worst!!! We arrived at the gym around 8 a.m. and of course there waas fewer people, but why on earth they let the nursing students and senior pharmacy students first to enroll? they said, because the p.e. computers can accomodate 1 person on 10 minutes, how slow!!! we were there on the same spot from 8:30 to 12. buti na lang ngmini-stop kami. around 12, the line was disperssed and we were told to line up around 2 pm again, thank God that some of my block mates( thanks jereez) waited so around 12:30 we lined up again, actually ngsisiksikan na lhat sa my door at shet! pucha! nabasa na kami ng ulan dahil sa bulok ng sistema….hehehe!! around 1:45 we entered the fucking gym and inside, line again. I picked my p.e. then after an hour i fall in line for the assestment and gosh it was really slow! and in fairness dun sa na sa assestment, parang tanga-tanga nya, pati pagpunit ng papel, di nya alam panu, kaya hindi grabe! ang bulok ng mga tao dun!, nu klaseng tau yn? after that payment and encoding at sa wakas mag 4 na ako nakalabas ng gym at umalis ng UST!!! pucha nu klaseng enrollment yan! sana i-chek nyo naman yng mga computer nyo bago kyo mgpapaenroll at WAG NA KYO MGSKE-SKEDULE KUNG HINDI NMAN SINUSUNOD AT pag nasira yng computer, back to basics, manu-manu, isulat nyo n lng!!!!!!!

end of enrollment, less than 2 weeks start of 2nd sem, new challenges awaits…….

after 4 months of college, sa wakas ngsembreak na!!!

wow! i really missed being a bum alone in the house. i also missed my lakwatcha days during summer, sleeping early in the morning, playing badminton! gosh! i missed my other life!! at least now, i can have a break from the ferocious fast world of college…..that was one heck of a sem…

i wonder after 4 months in college, what have i learned? or did i enjoy my 1st sem?

the answer is quite complicated….its kinda yeah i enjoyed college, since it is a whole different world, but i kinda got stressed, especially during the last 3 weeks of finals, i got sick, damn! It was fun, because I had to get to know a lot of new people. New wonderful people, with different attitudes each. I remember my first day of college, I was really scared, because I really have no friends in my class, everyone were new to me, i think we were all strangers back then. but now, after 4 months, i can i had new sets of friends, but sometimes i feel, maybe if you are always with someone, annoyance will just come up, I also experienced this during highschool. but surely, we’ll just have to understand that every person is unique equipped with different personalities and attitude, as well as backgrounds. I have known and met lot of different people in my class, of course I graduated from a chinese school, that’s why people is different. from my personal point of view, I think we are just the same, we enjoy small stuff and share laughters.

    I am sure I gonna miss my blockmates, since we’re not gonna see each other as often 4 months before. see you at clearance and enrollment!

   I hope people will understand me and accept as me. I think sometimes i am missed understood by people. OK, I am very talkative person, makulit na rin. I love to eat, a whole lot more. I really value friendship, i make it to a point to check all my friends, even tough i am busy. I am a person with big heart, but sometimes a bad temper. When i am mad, don’t talk to me, but when I am fine I’ll laugh it out. And lastly if you have a problem with me, talk to me, we’ll try to discuss things down and see what is our opinions.

    I probably did enjoy my first sem in my whole new adventure, but another chapter awaits.

   Lastly, I want to enjoy my month off from school!!!!!!

d ko alam kung malas ba tong weekend na to o swerte!

first of all nung friday, kumain kmi sa jollibee at what a shet! nagkaroon ako ng indigestion at agter 10 hrs eating that chicken, sinuka ko rin lhat ng kinain ko ng lunch and the funny thing eh, hindi amoy suka yng sinuka ko, kundi amoy chicken joy!!! kakaiba nh! hindi ata tlga ako natunawan!

sumunod nung saturday, inatake na ako ng hyperacidity ko at lahat ng kinakain ko ay sinusuka ko na, buti na lang nung bandang gabi, medyo ok na…….

ngayong sunday, lumabas na ata ang pinakagrabe, soar throat, as in ang sakit sakit ng lalamunan ko everytime ngswa-swallow ako…ang shet tlga! hindi ako halos nakapag-aral ng botany, may quiz pa nmn ako bukas(monday)….sheessssss……..sana naman hindi ako mangitlog!!! as of now, hindi pa ako 100%, so sana kayanin ko ang pasok bks!!!

Lord, sana naman po pumasa ako ng quiz sa botany, khit mangalahati, ok na……..at pinakaimportante, Lord, pagalingin nyo po ako… I believe Lord that you can heal me, pls heal me….

hay dis week is another hectic week!!! grabe at ang tindi tlga!!!! kakabigy lng ng mga results ng prelims!!!! sa wakas pumasa ako ng bot lab!!!! (thank you Lord and for those who prayed for me)…..grabe naman after pa lng ng test last 4-5 weeks finals na, sa wakas!!!!!sana kayanin ko  tong last month at 3and1/2 years n lng, graduation na….hehe

hay ngyn! sabado, suppose to be may prelims exam kmi sa math sa blackboard/e-leap, ng 10 a.m…my gosh ang aga ko nga nagising e, at ngyn mg11 na, wala pa rin…….

galit na ako d2 ah, coz hindi lng this time nangyri toh! dis is the 2nd time na wala ang test…nu ba yan?? nagagalit na tlga ako at buong ka-block ko……..grbe! ang aga aga ko gumising para lang sa test na toh, tpos hindi pa natuloy!!!!! hay!!!!!!!!!

mga past 11, natuloy na rin yng exam and the worst thing is hindi gumagana yng java sa pc ko! shet click ko, accidentally ko pa nasagutan yng nuber 1!!! fuck!!!! then i had to rush to go to the nearest internet cafe near my house, shocks!!!! pagtest ko! 17 lang nakuha ko damn! ang dami pa rin kasing questions hindi lumabas mga 6-7 pts yun!!!!.oh well! la n ako magagawa.yun na yun………..

at last natapos na ang lahat ng pre-lims at matindi pa ang finale…..BOTANY!!!!!!!!……..whew, finals na, last 5 weeks sa skul, at last sem break!!!!! we all need our much awaited 3 week break!!!

grabe lang pasok bukas except sa p.e……..damn! my p.e pa ko!!!!! sana naman makakuha na kami ng matinong score bukas…

hay nung weekend nga hindi naman ako nakapag-aral, first of all, nung friday, may debut ako inattendan tpos nung sat, whole day nanaman….at 1 a.m. na ako umuwi on both occassions…..grbe nung sunday, hindi na ako mashado nakapag-aral, dhil pagod at antok ako……buti na lng kanina medyo marunong pa ako sumagot…..hehe

hay! cge…..slip n ko……..may p.e. p l eh……..arrrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!

hay today is thursday!!!! at madugo lgi pagbigayan ng botany quizzes!!! as in malupet!!!!

grabe!!! ginawa ko na lahat, bagsak pa rin ako! at 3 o 4 lng ata sa class ko pumasa , lupet!!!!

next week sa botany, my quiz sa lec at bot(practical), sana nmn pumasa na kmi!!!!………..grbe sa pre-lims at sa buong sem, kailangn ko talaga ng  Divine intervention para pumasa at maka-3 ng botany!!!!

grbe! nung nakita ko yung result ko sa test, kmi ng mga frendz ko eh parang nagfreezeeeeee at parang hindi nga na-tunawan c leah, ako nashoshock!!! at as usual drawing nanaman kmi ng seedssss………..hay Lord, pls help us!!!!

buti na lang la klas bukas, dahil may gawad award for the prof sa UST, cguro yng isa kong prof na ubod ng old school at subrang nakakaasar dhil lagi nyang gs2 ang  answers nya lng ang tama….hay old skul tlga…..

hay! i really miss my highschool life….yung carefree subra…..but i dont regret my colleg elyf naman, kc i met a lot of new people and gained lot of friends….hapi nmn khit mahirap….

gtg have to practice early for damn p.e. class!!!